so far not good!!

Well, I would have to give myself an F for effort. Teehee. I sat up this account in hopes that I would be able to blog the great happenings of the Peterman family and have sat down to it only three times since my first post. This time and the two others I couldn't come up with anything to say. I really don't have much time to blog so this will be short. This has been a very emotional Tuesday for me and I am going to use this blog to try and sort out why so stay with me if you can handle the rambling or check out someone elses now. . .
So first on my list is my bathroom!!! Um let's see torn apart for just about 7 weeks now. At the last stages of putting it together and there are minor details that are makeing me crazy. For one I can't trim the door cause the vanity is too close to it and the bottom drawer(which was my favorite feature)does not allow for a trim if you want to open it. The second issue, my mirror is too big. I know measure things, but I didn't think about it and I fell in love with the mirror. The sad part is I on;y need to be able to move the light box up about 4 inches to hang the mirror where I desire it. I can hang it without moving but I would be much happier if it were moved and that's were Jer and I disagree. He would be happier to leave it.
Not sure what's second on my list I would like to say the political nonsense that has my stomach feeling sick everytime I turn my thoughts in that direction but I think I'm going to go with it's been 9 days since my last cigarette!! Yeah for me! This should be a good thing and I am sure come the end of the day I will be ecstatic that I have made it through yet another day. But at this moment in time the psychological release of stress that comes with that stupid habit would be nice. But only for the moment not for the eternity of my being. Which brings me to yet another thing bringing me down today.
Why is it so hard to give up the things you know you never should have gotten into. The things you picked up just because you could. I am currently working on one very obvious one that is easier for people to see or smell and am fearing the next sin. The drink!! It's so social and I am around many social drinkers including my husband often. I'm no alcoholic don't get me wrong, and I rarely drink to get drunk although it's caught me many times. I mostly fear that I will become a lame-o, a party pooper, someone my associates don't want to associate with. SO what's a person to do? Make new friends at a new place, like church. Oh wow, and give up lazy Sunday?!! I have so much work to do on my soul!! And my house!
SO another thing bringing me down is the filth that manages to comtinue accumulating in my house despite my best attempts to clean it. Who am I kidding I've been so listless lately it takes me forty minutes to turn on and only five to turn back off. So it's exhausting trying to coax yourself to do something you'd much rather not. Not to mention I seem to continually have extra children I suppose it's cause I stay at home with mine and have nothing better to do. Did you hear the sarcasm in that cause I was so typing with it turned up loud!! Ok so now you've heard me complain be thankful I didn't have much time to sit here. Maybe I'll continue another day or maybe I'll be happier and report on my family. Hope you all have a terrifying Halloween!